1. One week ago I was in Mexico in 100F temps getting drunk in a swim up bar in a pool...2. Today I was getting drunk at my church's young adult Christmas party...
3. I just got in from outside having a smoke and drinking 70 proof Kaluha and milk in 4F temperatures in blizzarding conditions
4. I bought a GEORGEOUS pipe in Mexico...I "jewed" the little mexican down to 23 pesos lol
5. I got nothing to put in the pipe...
6. I am sitting here on the net watching techTV on satellite
7. The GF is in the bedroom sleeping alone
I wish I was back in Mexico, getting drunk smoking up and screwing like a jack rabbit in sweat my nut sac off temperatures!!!!
oh...
8. My gf was tired and went home early and I talked to the girl of my dreams who I lusted for throughout Jr. high and for months before I met my gf only to find out Lana is moving to BC for a massage therapy course...
While I lover my gf to death, I can't help but feel I have sold myself short....
However, I found that one of the guys I used to be an ass to in elementary/jr high and subsequently made a mens with tonight is a db/vb/.net programmer and being a network guy we have exchanged contact info in hope of perhaps persuing something data and network related since I am recently uneployed, he wants more opportunity thn what he has now and those technologies make the world go round...
Perhaps I should have more alcohol...I am drepressing myself in what COulD have been and shortchanging myself in what currently is!
Oh...alcohol makes things so clear and yet foggy!!
/me makes another Kaluha and milk...
[ 12-05-2004: Message edited by: Snag ]
[ 12-05-2004: Message edited by: Snag ]