the recent email from Texas has been so overwhelming - it's very hard to believe that what's cool is cool.

Went yesterday and handed out ten resumes to such places as the convention center office, the bass museum, the languague school, the gl film festival offices, the symphony, the ballet, beltone hearing aids, and more. Plus I wrote it in an email to about fifty recipients and posted it - I can't work for nothing.

Gosh Margaret isn't anything at all - she's giving my address to the Tyler cops she said. She won't send my things to me she writes. I can't figure it out - I think Miami might be intelligent enough for me to be ok, even though I don't like it yet.

And then I thought maybe that's it, maybe it's all because I kinda hate it here. Or do I?

I sure don't like how I feel when I put on lots of jewelry and a cute outfit and go out in public - I feel awkward and out and self-conscious and yet I know I look the best.

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I was seeing your character as male up until now, you need to work on that a little.

Now I remember...

Those boys were so rude to me. and they didn't pay me.

Now I remember - being gay is NOT OK!