I just have gotten so far from character that I do not feel right here. I do not like talking about anything depressing, and lately that is all I have been doing. I just feel really bad here and I know that things can not be the same. For better or worst I am leaving and hope that all of you have a good life and keep reaching for that rainbow. I enjoyed all the laughs I had here, and there was not much bad days here.

This is going to be a long post :ekk:

Just to say, I will not come back. Only happy people like I used to should be on this board.

I am starting to straighten up my life. There had problems but they never won against me.

Here is the address part of the post to all the members here. Remember about the band The Tea Party, they are great. I wish that America had them, but they have their own set of problems with record deals. Trust me on this, The Tea Party are a great band and every person who knows about them worship The Tea Party. Even if they don't admit it. They are just one of those Canadian bands that are unknown. You get these Canadian bands like Serial Joe, Kitty
and the Moffits in US, sorry.

Here is some of my wisdom that I had in store for a long time. I might as well as tell it now. You set your own limits, you can break any of them down. Failure is just a bullshit word and don't swear or be hypocritical! You know, other stuff like don't piss in the wind but don't stand infront of someone else. :ekk:

So bye, check out The Tea Party. One of the only remaining rock bands that played together for near 20 years. My signature has some of the lyrics of "Halcyon Days", it says a lot but the way that Jeff Martin sings is amazing. I think that he is one of the best lyric writers out there. Stuar Chatwood the bassist plays his bass and keyboards at the same time for a lot of songs. And they are both done well. Jeff Burrows is one of the best drummers ever. Pearl Jam wanted him more then Matt Cameron who was the drummer for Sound Garden(Superunknown). If you heard him drum, just think how much Pearl Jam feels about Jeff Burrows.

I am sorry about writing a lot about The Tea Party, but this is the last time I will have to do so. Screw most of the reviews about them, the same reviewer would give backstreet boys or hanson good reviews .

Bye Always smile!

Drop by from time to time. Bless us with some wisdom of the blaster, just don't leave forever

"Go away int86x, we all want you to leave"

"Int86x, I know you've had fun, but I think its time to leave now"

It sadens me to see you leave.

Don't stop posting just post less!

Grrr!

DnA Cyborg6

we've grown apart I know....but I still love you dearly and will miss you terribly....this whole board will

you don't have to leave just because you've changed....

I changed, and I'm still here....remember when I was deeply depressed? suicidal even? ....well, I came here with my problem....remember? .....everyone gave me the much needed support that I needed.....all I'm saying is, is that we love you for you, not just because you were always happy and quirky....and we will continue to love you, even though you may have changed

*hugs*
whatever your final decision may be....I wish you all the luck in life....and know that I will always be here for you

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Love,

=cac=

[This message has been edited by Cacophonous (edited 07-26-2000).]

sorry to see you go man. i will miss your wakyness. i wish you the best. i hope you come back.

peace man
-hat-    missing since day one

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And I know what you mean about Tea Party. Seriously Canada rocks for music. But who cares if they make it big in the US, that just means they are here more for us (sure it is selfish on my part because they deserve so much more....but dammit!!). I mean really...we keep the best for ourselves: We got Our Lady Peace, I Mother Earth and of course The Hip...we just keep the best for ourselves and send the shit down there (the US). Cases in point: We send Celine Dion to the US. We keep Bryan Adams until he sucks and then ship him to the US. So don't get depressed about the success of a great Canadian band...because dammit, the more popular they become, the more US success they enjoy, the less we will get to see them. And dammit, I don't particularly like that idea.