I'll try to paypal something over soon, because I owe this site some $$$. It's been there, you know. That might help me out of this. I wish the swelling would stop. The head, the gums, the tummy, the brain, it's all shrunken in now and tightening up, and I am thinking Charleston and Miami are too low class for me under all that stress. Weird thing is I had a little thyroid burst in Charleston just before I left for South Beach - almost as if things were going in reverse and it burst because of Miami. That's a whole series of things to think about and then tell differently.
So what's on board for the next three years?
1. Working. That better not be too hard to do. Saving. Carefully spending.
2. 3 books. One after the other, no living like I was until I catch up with myself, fictionally. Everything pale and pink, tightly scheduled, not having to think about nothing. Just lots of notes and nice ideas and fun times writing about whatever the hell seems like good ideas.
3. Lessons: Czech and guitar. 2 years of each. To such an extent that I can pick up either thing and make it do what I want it to do.
This "dorm" or "hostel" apartment room is getting there. I won't move out into a large space or send for my old things, not for a long time.
It's almsot time to get started.
It would be awful to sit and document something other than myself, even if that might be about that idea and the info rearranged differently, I'd see plainly a problem. Lots of great ideas about the Incogneato website, but then when razzled out into less intelligence, no idea how to find worth in it. Better to go farther than that and make decisions, over-arching ones about the whole idea.
UBBFriend: Email this page to someone!
posted 02-18-2005 12:13 PM
